You kno0w what, I am so going to hate myself. I have been gaining almost 15 kilos since last year, and that is something I am not proud of. I can't wear my 32 inches jeans; I can't fit into my office wear anymore and I cannot wear the vest that I usually like to wear on days. It's very bad for my image.
I have done this before. Making public announcement that I need to slim down. Making sure that I go to gym at the right time. It's important that I have to slim down before I am obese. The other day I went over to this machine to figure my weight; and when I stepped on it. I was like 92 kilos. I was stoned. I can't believe it. Now, whenever I wear something, I feel like I have to always wear a jacket over it just to hide those extra pounds. I don't know why people say fat is something not to be ashamed of. For me, I think it would be something to be ashamed of because you don't even care for the body that was blessed to you.
God, I need to lose weight. Give me the strength. I am really tired of wearing sweat pants that is the only thing that I can wear!
